My recent posts seem negative. I swear I'm not in that negative a mindset or outlook or whatever you want to call it.
But I'm always positive, mostly. I guess I don't want to be perceived as a depressed, mopey twit by posting complaints and negativity. Mostly because I'm not depressed or mopey. But sometimes you get in a little rut. And instead of ignoring that and waiting to post anything until I was all chipper or some bullshit, I decided that this is my place to say what I want to say. If I'm doing great "Hey guys, I'm doing great!" But if I'm feeling kind of shitty I can also say "Hey guys, feeling kind of shitty." That's just the way it is.
As for today...today is an alright day. Been listening to a lot of Taking Back Sunday. Getting really excited about their new album. Currently, they are my favorite band, and upon reflection they are pretty high on my all time favorite band list as well, right up there with Blink-182, Gaslight Anthem, and Say Anything.
I'm going up and staying with dad for a while after graduation time. We'll see how that goes. I am looking forward to it, but I'm not. I feel like it is something I need to do. And I'm looking forward to getting out of Marshall and maybe getting to know the area where I was born a little better. But, I also know I'm not a fan of Ruth (my grandmother) and her bitchy ways. Like I said. We will see how it goes.
That's all I feel like saying right now.
I need to get back in the swing of blogging.
1 comment:
You're in a very "that's the way it is" place right now. You say that an awful lot. I wonder what that means. You're just so matter-of-fact! I'm glad you're doing well. How have things been going with your dad? I understand the necessity of going, and I think you should. But I also don't think you should subject yourself to things simply on the basis of "it's the right thing to do." Not always. Sometimes you just have to. But sometimes you can break yourself that way. Stay true.
-madeline
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