What I really want to do is fall apart and give up. Shy of that, I would love to unleash a profanity laden rant here railing against my self, this semester, and the impossibility of life. But what I am going to do is this:
God, please take all my stress and worry and work it to my advantage. Fill me with a motivation to thrive, for you. I have strayed so far from where you would have me to be, and I want to come back to you; I want to live the life I am supposed to be living. Many of my decisions lately haven't reflected a true want to move forward with life, and the truth is that I am scared. I'm scared of failing, I am scared of succeeding...I'm just SCARED. But I know I can't remain stuck in fear and that I have to take chances and regardless of the outcome I must be prepared to face it. I can't do this alone--I've tried. So, as I start my week I am calling out to you to take my burden from me. Your will be done in my life.
In Jesus' name, amen.
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