in search for Consistancy (The implications make me dizzy, but the hope of hope sustains)

Well, hello. I haven't seen you around lately. In fact, do I know you? And my old friend...welcome. This is the part where excuses go and sentences about the whats and whys of my prolonged absence. But I'm forgoing that for now. Instead I would like to tell you where I am in my life--what I am doing, where I have been and with whom; my emotional and intellectual self vs. the world "objectively"; and perhaps some of the music I've been listening to,  books I have (not) been reading, and the very almost spiritual awakening I've experienced upon my transformation into a Whovian. All that is coming. I'm about to go walk Marthann Markle's dogs for her and then clean my room. It's in disarray and subsequently so am I. A good thorough organization of my room to some music that means something to me should do heaps of good in the world. Consider this today's prologue post. Short, and nondescript--but hopefully also a spark to light your curiosity. Read on? 430PM170213