14 October 2011

It takes a certain strength to be real...

...a strength he doesn't possess in adequate measure.

I'm glad I got to form an opinion of him before you dropped that bomb.

I surmised immaturity, which you call arrogance. I think it is probably a mixture of the two.
I really liked him and thought he was pretty chill.
Then I invited him to come to Jesse's with me ... and I saw just how far from mature he is.
I'm not saying I am completely there. It's painfully obvious to me that I am not sometimes. But his mannerisms were somehow plastic...self-important and....I don't know. But the more I started to see the kid he is through the kid he tries to portray...the more I didn't care for him.

I made this opinion before finding out...you know.
And what you told me changes nothing about my view of him, or of you.

I will say though it does make last night fucking weird on a multitude of levels. Fuck. Ing. Weird.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

"fighting with microphones..."
From fucking weird, you know.

And hell YEAH it was. I was kind of holding my breath a lot. He is always putting up this persona. I've kind of seen him be real. And it's interesting. He's kind of a mess. (Aren't we all?) But he's trying so hard to be a super hero.

And... you know. It happened. And it wasn't because it was him. It was because he was there.